Rabia...

What else can I say? Maybe in this way you can't read it... at least it will take you a little bit more of time... whitout a programme or something like that you won't understand it, that makes me happy in some way, but I hate to have to write in this way to feel that this blog steel being a secret... but the thing is that it is not a secret anymore and, in some way, that makes me hate you a little...

Why did you have to ask that much? Why didn't stay with the doubt?! Read this fucking blog only can make you cry or something like that!! And that is not what I want... I never wanted that... I just wanted to breathe... but you had to come and turn everything into shit... even this blog...

There were a lot of things that I wanted to say today... things that I've been hiding or just leaving for another moment... I've chosen to use this day for let them go, because it had turned unbearable... but I don't want to talk about them now... no If you are going to read it... There were, and still being, a lot f thing that I never wanted you know...

This was MY fucking secret!! My fucking place to breathe!!! ... Why?! I don't undertand that yet... You didn't win something reading this! And if I am right, the only thing that you won is a lot of tears... you are an idiot, and I don't get tired of saying it... You are a fucking IDIOT!

I don't even know if I made any mistake writing this shit... this fucking entrance... but I hate this! I hate you! ... Why!? Tell me why... I can't find any good reason...

Fuck you!!!